I’m scared I’m going to get so bad, I’m going to kill my self.
We have to let our passion drive for a while so that our mind and body can finally rest.
Dear Charlie,
It’s been a long long time since the times when I was able to put my feelings into words. I just don’t know how to do it anymore, but I’ll give it a try.
Actually, everything is a mess. I used to work much with the details, but now I feel like it’s getting messier and I’m just letting it get. So many things are changing within me and I can’t catch up, it just feels like, so fast. And maybe that is why I’m having a hard time with putting things into words.
I want to cry so bad right now but there is no tears in my eyes.